Better than the best

siapa sangka, sikap manusia boleh  berubah dengan serta merta. jgn dipandang hina pd mereka yg dlm dunia 'kejahilan' dan x mustahil org yg dikatakan 'jahil' itu kelak menjadi lebih baik dari org2 yg tinggi ilmunya, menjadi lebih mulia disisi Allah.

okay,now i spend my time thinking about what have happened to me and i imagined what would happened to me if i haven't gone to SEK MEN AGAMA. im so glad to be here. i could see every improvement and transformation in myself since i was  in SMALQ, then i further studied at MJ. there, i got a best friend and she's among my devoted friends who still hold me on even buruk cane pon perangai aku nih. bcos of her, everything was changed. i know whats the limit of a gurl and a boy but it's not good enough for me to care of it. since i've her, i do care bout this seriously. Alhamdulillah :)

okay,taknak cerita panjang. now, once again, everythings was changed badly :(

my attitude now are actually more cautious. i kinda pissed of environment around me. (nk salahkan environment plak, salahkan diri sendiri lah). i think it's too personal to write something bad about myself. it just mainly about something opposite the limit i told before. maybe some people would feel like, well,normal.. but for me, sometimes i feel like..urghh how bad i was. byk sgt benda giler aku da wat.. mcm xpercaye je..huh! so what i choose to be the girl i was, but now i choose to be the girl i am now (in process). if possible, i don't even want to repeat everything which is dumb to do. i could learn from the past and im hoping bless from Allah all the time.  i used to be the better one in everything i do. yess,, BETTER than the BEST!! insyAllah

with care,nabiha :)