Tuhan jagakan dia..

Maybe kott.

The day i got back home.

it was very hot outside there and i can feel it in my room. so i switch on the air-cond plus fan and take times for updating the worst blog, i thought..it's ok, ade blog pon buat syarat jee :D sorry bloggie since i've abandoned you for quite some times. i promise and pledge i would make u nice and wonderful blog ever one day. since i got back home few days before, all i can say is i did the same things everyday. well, u know i used to get to bed around 2 to 3 am, waking up for subuh, then sleep back, waking up again, going shower, doing house chores, and then stay in my room all day..............reading my new novel, on9ing, hearing musics and all. i'll be stepped out from the room if only for having lunch, tea time, dinner, and supper.. just so you know it's really would make me extremely bored. most of the time, i eat,eat, and eat. ohh im not in gain weight program, pls.. T_T

and the best part i'd like to tell u my dear bloggie, my mom and i.. we talked! talked about marry :) ok, i'm not telling u that i'm kind of chicky girl (what we call it, i mean gedik n gatal), but it's fitrah right to have this sort of feeling to marry especially in my age. it doesn't matter if we are rich or poor, young or old, man or woman, the thing is it's fitrah. not only the highest level of people only could talked about marry and not only they can marry. not at all. 

i don't know how i've been convinced my mother in that way since i've no couple for this time. i told her seriously that i'll get marry this year and we discussed about the bridal bed, dowry, budget and all. and she's really open. isn't that weird??? i don't know why i wanna get marry in the early age,maybe sbb zaman skrg sosial yg berleluasa and i don't wanna be part of them.seriously. just pray. :)

such a wonderful song when u were me <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YeeeMGqwMg8

okay, now i've been thinking all day about my internship.. banyak sanagat problem and i'm finding the solutions. for those who stopping by, pls not to condemn my blog. (macamadelapulakkan). thanks.buhbye

Doa seorang kekasih ;)

Puasnyer hati!

ohh hari ni mcm takde buat ape jee kat uma, boring giler :D so, kije memunggah barang dan membungkus barang diteruskan. hari ni tekak aku teringin nk makan lauk kegemaran aku iaitu SOTONG masak lada hitam. uhuu..rindunyer nk makan masakan mak! kalo dulu, setiap kali balik kg, bukak tudung saji jee mesti ade lauk ni! betapa sayangnye mak bapak aku kat aku, aku balik kg jee mesti makan lauk sotong..hehe

nak di jadikan cter..

kak ila ngidam crusher, aku ngidam lauk sotong. yeayy.. plan kuar g tesco beli crusher, then g depan 7e beli lauk sotong. tp urghhh, pakcik xbukak kedai hari ni. so terpaksa g kedai beli sotong mentah, balik uma masak, lagi PUAS HATI kot~ murah,byk..hihi balik jee uma terus masak!dan rupe lauk sotong masak lada itam tu macam ni..

hehe..ni gambar jee..yg aku masak lebih kurang camni laa..dah selesai masak, terus jee makan! dak uma semua jakun..tgok lauk sotong ni color itam. senanye lauk sotong masak lada itam ni dimasak dgn campurkan sekali dakwat dy.. jgn pelik kayh.. lom cube lom taw!!  

ni bahan2nye kalo nk cube.. [senanye xingat bahan2 yg mak gune, tp pakai belasah jee, jadi gak ;p]

tumis:

bawang merah, bawang putih, halia, kunyit,cili, lada hitam

da naik bau, letak sotong ngan dakwatnye skali..

lada hitam lebih2 sedap.. letak la hirisan bawang besar skali. bahan biase jgn lupe, garam ajinamoto.

simple as that :)

Alhamdulillah..puas hati dapat mkn lauk ni.

Express feelings..

my dear bloggie, it's been long time not to see u! sorry for not keep updating u. i just wanna let u know that today i'm officially independent.. trust me. independent from everything! shall i tell u? ermm.. okayh, i won't tell u anything, but i just express my feelings by pictures n qoutes,kayh? and please don't tell anyone about this..T_T

yeah, that's the reality..

well, im free and independent from final exams, study n all!

i'm not a kind of girl who will share to others my feelings. i just dont know how :[

if it really hurts me..

so i just need to relax, release from evrything!

goodbye bloggie. i need to perform my maghrib prayer.. thanks my dear! legaa sikit~

Hmmmm...

now im supposedly to study, but i just get stuck with the small matter which is biggest matter for me. i terribly sad for that.. im not kind of girl who would always telling others my feelings especially when it's too painful inside. pendam sampai nangis sendiri2..ishh!! 

okay,lets make me fun! sy suke bile bercakap tntang CINTA <3 euwww.. when my friends were talking about LOVE, the BIG WHY always came into my mind. these are the BIG WHY, and sure it's too weird to have this kind of big why. do you get pretty the same, like me?

why.. i do love someone who would always hurting me?
why.. i don't love (doesnt meant hate) someone who always care about me?

why.. i hate someone who really2 care about me?and..

why.. i... (ohh secret)

don't get me wrong kayh~

but, they are so funny and not boring to be with, certainly :D

mostly we get along great. we've a fun time together. 

and in someways, it's very nice to have a boyfriend,

you know? tp nk kaweennn awai.. :)

isn't that great??? muahaha~

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